Tuesday, May 27, 2014

Sonnet of 'Almost-Summer'





The leaf unfolds its glory and the tree
Once stark and bare is nature’s pride and joy
Its lap of shadow sprawls luxuriously
Where we pause, summer’s daydream to employ
As Cold Impossible relents at last
To air that wears our prayers warm, lilac-lined
And we are willing to forgive the past
Allowing love to be kinder and blind
For in this ‘almost-place’ we reconcile
The bitterness of longing for a while

The nearness of you becomes more than thought
And what was once a far-flung fantasy
Rouses within, echoes of what is not
And cannot be restored in poetry
Yet, Longing is too long and far too hard
To endure in this ‘almost summertime’
The tune of moment-song vexes the bard
His obligations torn twixt rose and rhyme
For Duty and desire wrangle where
Spring’s architecture draws and awes our stare

How swift the hour falls prey to yesterday
Nothing exhausts the wellspring of tick-tock
Eager to brush the bud of spring away
In petals scattered on the garden-walk
The invitation of an afternoon is sweet
And yet it seems too often we fore-go
Its beckoning to wander in bare feet
Where wild crab-apple blossoms fall like snow
Kissing the grass with blushing bits of pink
As ‘almost-summer’ teeters on Time’s brink

Are we too old to fall in love again?
This ‘almost summer’ keens thought’s appetite
In reasons complicated to explain
Like love, easy to fall, hard to get right
But ever like the burgeoning detail
Of miracles detained in budded hull
We reach to touch the ravishing regale
Of petal-works splayed where the ground was dull
But now, erupts  in reams of greens and golds
Where ‘almost summer’ bloom by bloom unfolds

© Janet Martin


Where Reaching Shadows Fall...





The garb of night and yesterday
Like love-worn dancers slips away
No sound of feet upon the air
As they ascend Time’s astral stair
Pedestrians upon a street
Where past-present-future compete

Gilt overlay spills unabashed
And where yester-intentions clashed
Once more Time’s morning cup o’er-flows
Where we uplift our wants and woes
To He who cares and intercedes
And satisfies our truest needs

Then, should the grace of God persist
Soon Time consumes this thing of mist
Collecting once again its due
Where now this day is strange and new
Too soon its swaddled beck and call
Lies where dusk’s reaching shadows fall

Then where its reaching shadows fall
...an eighth note in Time's madrigal 
We cannot turn back to recast
What we have written on the past
But now, the old is done away
And in its place a brand new day


© Janet Martin

How is it, I ponder, that something as age-old as Eden can feel so new...morning! What will this day hold as reaching shadows fall? words too hastily spoken (ouch) or thoughtful encouragement? Will it bear disappointment or delight? Such a little potent cup...this thing 'from morn til night'!
By God's grace we go! He blessed us with sunny weather to put out gardens and the farmer's are going strong!


Monday, May 26, 2014

Glimpses...



If we have seen a flower
…studied it carefully
Methinks we catch a tiny glimpse
Of how great God must be


If we have seen the midnight
Delivered into dawn
Methinks we catch a tiny glimpse
Of Jesus Christ, God’s Son



If we have seen a baby
Or springtime’s glad re-birth
Methinks we catch a tiny glimpse
Of Heaven here on earth

© Janet Martin

Of Vapor Wicks






Who can predict what will fill a new day?
Sorrow and joy interlace
Where one is spilling the other will lay
Its ready tear on our face

Triumph and turmoil; a subtle accord
Celebration aligned with grief
But we cannot conquer or reap the reward
Of another’s unbelief

Prayer is the journey of heart-cry to God
Hope is a Thing, mystical
Wisdom is gained through life’s chastening rod
As we cede Want for God’s will

We cannot force either belief or love
Though we may try to pretend
Sooner or later our choices will prove
What nary a law can defend

Pray that we never become too calloused
Or wizened to thought’s keenest trick
For the battle of life is not won or lost
Until God snuffs its vapor wick

© Janet Martin




On Repentance





Repentance is no taper-lit session
Nor a lip-service of pathetic pleas
It is acknowledgement and heart-confession
Wrought in the soul on remorse-bended knees

Repentance is no bitter pill we swallow
It is no sallow or smooth-spoken prayer
Truth will reveal by the actions that follow
Whether a heart of repentance was there

Only repentance truly seeks a Savior
Only forgiveness can absolve sin’s grief
Only the Lord vindicates our behavior
As we cry to Him in humble belief

There is no substitute that we can cling to
No scapegoat satisfies our self-defense
Grace and forgiveness restores hope within us
As God delights in our true repentance

© Janet Martin

 May those who delight in my vindication shout for joy and gladness; may they always say, "The LORD be exalted, who delights in the well-being of his servant." Psalms 35:27